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From the day I realized that you wanted to move away, I distanced myself from you.  @From the day you stopped checking on me throughout the day, from that day I no longer kept a separate schedule for the day's activities, or waited for you to ask!  @From the day I saw that messages were being sent late, the priority list was going underfoot, from that day I no longer considered it important to talk to you, or look at the phone to see when you would send and reply.  @From the day I learned that you had learned to live alone, from that day I adapted myself to nature! @From the day you no longer wanted to raise your hand, from that day I folded my hands that I had taken great care of.  @From the day I felt that you were no longer the same, from that day I no longer painted myself in the color of black chura.  @From the day I realized that you wanted freedom, from that day I did not wear bangles on my hands.  @From the day I knew you were driven by revenge, from that day even the hot sun was like a cold place to me.  @From the day I knew I was unimportant, from that day I no longer worried about getting importance.  @From the day I heard that you are doing much better without me, from that day I no longer dream of joining hands.  @From the day you no longer remember me on a moonlit night, from that day I no longer wear the light of the moon.  @From the day I understood that you no longer want to walk together on an empty road, from that day I also no longer wear a saree and sit on a tipi in my free time. @When I feel very sad and want to rest my head on your lap, then I remember that maybe you are 'busy' or 'bored' 🌼 @Be well, my lover, may my waiting die