The boatman, brother.

I left the house. A beautiful light was shining in the house. I pushed the door open and rummaged through some clothes in a school bag.I put my hand in my pants pocket and saw that there wasn't much money.I checked the wallet carefully. There was some money in there.That money might even take the wedding to the city.  That money could possibly go to the city for a wedding.That money could possibly go to the city for a wedding.But how will the food and drink be provided? I might as well go. How did he get to the city with this little money?I still can't believe we're leaving home.I went to see if there was any money on the waiter's table.I went and saw that there was two thousand taka there. So I took it. I bought a full set of clothes.I left the house in the evening like every day.So that no one would understand the matter. I thought about whether to write a letter before making the call.I feel a pang in my heart as I walk out the door. If Dad hears it, he'll be half-asleep. If Mom hears it, she'll faint once. She'll be awake again.Brother, I'll just keep searching like crazy. I don't know if I'll get caught if I go back home now that I've left the house.So I couldn't figure out what to do. Or whether I should do these things. I think I've regained my courage. If you don't know what's right and wrong, you can never love.If everyone hears this, my friend, there will be a lot of problems.What if the sisters heard it and what if their in-laws heard it?I can't understand what's going on. My mind is not working.If I don't share with my friends. Then I'm going crazy. I'll do whatever the hell I have to do alone. I really need to turn on my brain. Enter the market from the back. Have a tea and a cigarette.I looked in both directions, front and back, right and left. I entered the market from the back.I sat down at the waist shop and read. I put down my bag and told Kamal.Komal, quickly give me a cup of tea and a cigarette. Kamal raised his eyebrows and said. “Dada bhai, why are you so upset?”Komal, quickly give me a cup of tea and a cigarette. Kamal raised his beard and said. Brother, why are you so worried?Understanding what was going on, I avoided it. I told Kamal.Don't be stupid. Because I know that when Mr. Mej comes to the shop, he will tell you those things. Immediately, all the people of the village will know.So I quickly left the place. At some point, my elder brother came to the shop to have tea.If Satan hears about this, he will hang something up at some point.I went out the same way I had come out.Because the people of the village say so. But I'm not thinking so much about myself. I'm thinking more about the girl.I haven't yet uttered the name of the person I'm going to the city with. Because I know.The devil's job is to do evil. That's why I haven't mentioned his name yet.Since our student days, we have been deeply sincere and have fallen in love with each other without any pretense.I don't remember. I've ever hugged her. But we had a very deep relationship. I married her in the darkness of the night.I am walking along the road towards the river bank. It may take another 15-20 minutes to reach the river bank.I am walking quickly now. I am thinking about how much it would cost to go to the city to get married at the Kazi's office. It is very difficult for people from the village to go to the city. If I go there and get caught for something,But I made a mistake, I should have brought some certificates. Then I could have rented a house and taken a job. Since we are both going, it is difficult for us, we don't have much money.Would anyone say something like that?But I will not go to the capital. I will go to another divisional city or another district and live together so that no one recognizes us.There would be no shame in going to an unfamiliar district and taking on a small task if no one saw it.We will get married in the Qazi's office and buy a small house. We may have a hard time for the first week.I have to take a job inside. As I was walking, I felt like I was getting closer to the river.The light of the river has made the char bright. The sands of the char are kissing.Do you know if he has arrived or not? Because his path and mine are not the same.I would like to go to it.  I see it approaching.As I approached it, I saw the boatman leaving the boat. I called out and said, “That boatman!”As I approached it, I saw the boatman leaving the boat. I called out to him, “Wait, boatman.”As I approached it, I saw the boatman leaving the boat. I called out to him, “Wait, boatman.”As I approached it, I saw the boatman leaving the boat. I called out to the boatman and said, “Wait.”As I approached it, I saw the boatman leaving the boat. I called out to him, “Wait, boatman.”As I approached it, I saw the boatman leaving the boat. I called out to him and said, "O boatman, stand still." (The story is so long that it is impossible to write it all together. So I am ending the first part of the story here.)